Krosa is a mean, evil girl.
She wants everyone to spend a weekend with her alone.
People can’t go anywhere.
Some lost power.
She wants every topic is all about her.
Krosa the star.
The best thing for to do in dark nights alone, strangely, smoking a joint, drinking tea , listening to
music and writing my diary has been my favorite for almost a ten.
Don’t they say getting pissed is for a crowd?
Is aloneness a sin?
Typhoon Krosa seems quieter. She gave me one weekend break before the real play.
There has been some delay in the schedule.
“The damn thing is late!!” a mate said.
To be honest, I don’t really care.
I know how life will be after that.
Same old, same old.
Glad to have a spplif over night.
It’s unusual, ini’t?
My gf and I had some unhappy conversation.
She wants more of my attention.
It reminds me of the last relationship.
She reminds of me how I was before, how he was before.
We even said the same script.
“ to leave a relationship is easy, just a gleams or a word, to maintain it is hard.”
Classic.
Suddenly I forget him and myself.
None of us is wrong about love.
“you are too cold.”, they said.
One person gives you an opinion maybe means nothing.
But over two people have the same comment.
There must been something wrong about me.
So I ask myself, am I cold?
Am I wrong that I love being in my spiritual world?
Alone?
I never expect anyone to understand the map to my inner world.
Not the down one.
Even I’ve tried both male and female lover.
Can’t we simply praise the beauty of isolation?
For a while.
I love smoking a roach & having a cocktail alone
And I love smoking a joint & having cocktail with my lover or a friend.
Just….
No talk, no touch.
